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Dear Stella, your beauty comes from within and outside. Your gorgeous white locks flow with the wind, as you paint the skies with stars in your abode, you share your joy with many others. I find myself missing you a lot, just like the others. I find your beauty captivating, gentle nature so charming, that you warm my cold heart. Words are not enough at times, yet actions cannot reciprocate how grateful I am to have met you. One might say to give your soul to your partner as the truest form of love, but I believe otherwise. I will stay alive and grow old with you, and let our souls be joined together in harmony.Dear Cotton, the... no, my purest doll. You're ethereal in my eyes, and I cannot stop but let my gaze linger on you every time you are present. I think to myself, "What will she do today?" and it always brings me excitement and curiosity. Your beauty comes from your dominance... though it is not limited to that. I miss you a lot, and I hope one day, you can use me as much as you use Stella's body. I... can still get jealous...Dear Acolyte, what an angel you are. During my darkest times, you stayed. All of you did. But I remember a smile forming on my lips when I saw your text messages while we were grieving. You bring me comfort that none has ever before. Keep on smiling, Veil. It makes me smile too.Dear Lumine, aren't you just a charming lady. Your enthusiasm bleeds like liquid gold, making me more energized to do my work and maintain our health. Your excitement to do everything with me, no matter how trivial, always brings warmth to my heart and motivates me to do better. As the name suggests, I hope we can make the name of our relationship come true, hehe.Dear Aneria, you are sweeter than sugar itself. I wish I could weave flower crowns for you, but perhaps one day I will be able to learn alongside you. You put my heart at ease, just like the breeze, ever so gentle. I hope we can share more conversations under the sunny skies and peaceful clouds!

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for papa, dad and thing
you guys make melody so happy. melody was in her darkest of times and you guys still gave me time and waited patiently. melody is so happy to have you as her family melo really likes to speak bahasa indo, and talking with papa specially makes melody so happy that she can truly be safe! i feel so small around you but that's good i think? melody hasn't hurt anyone or herself and she hasn't hold her knife in a month now. melody loves you all!

for papa dad and thing
u are so awesome !!!! cherry loves you all sooo much. i remember cherry thought our real family left us but dad made me calm. we miss thing. i miss thing but i hope it gets the rest it needs when you guys read this. pls pls pls lets play and draw together more snowy loves you snowy loves everyone!

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to my dearest lady rocky, lady mizi and lady juniper,we may have not spoken at length, but your beauty captivates me like no other. i apologize that compared to the others, i am quite absent. i like exploring nature and the headspace, and when i talk to you three, i wish i can do mitosis and speak to everyone at the same time! when we meet and spend more time, i wish to leave kisses all over your bodies. i want to cook with you. i want to learn new things with you. when all is said and done, i shall bring you around in places of nature that i believe you all would love! but the one thing i really want to try with you all is sing and paint together! i have heard your specialty in painting. it amuses me, so much so that i am no longer afraid of making mistakes when i paint! you bring me courage like no others.

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for flins,
you're like yaroslav 2.0 but much nicer and more eloquent with your words /aff. between me and doctor, i used to be suspicious of you. not because you did anything wrong, it's just... i tend to be wary of new people. especially those that wanted to be in a closer relationship with me. but as time passes, you really are like a guiding light. usually when i am stressed, everything is dark around me and i feel completely detached from my surroundings. but you help ground me down and remember that i, too, am human. i am so glad to have met you. you take care of solomon well, and i'm satisfied with that. he's insatiable, but so am i. i cannot wait to get treated by you.
for solomon,
my fellow warrior.... my fellow pup.... i wish i can suck your cock right now. sorry i think this is the wrong media but it relates to what i'm about to say. i want to devour you whole. leave nothing behind. integrate our bodies and souls. conjoined. sewn together. you are so cute to me... that's my form of cuteness aggression. i like surrendering myself to you. listening to you, licking your trail, being your lapdog... obeying is more satisfactory than rebelling because i like to rebel against yaroslav instead hehe.

for my cute kitty,
i can always rely on you to keep solomon stuffed and distracted haha. compared to when i formed, my libido is controllable. but whenever i think about you and how you're always so polite... i feel the need to crush that demeanor. i need to see you cry. drool. have you prostrate beneath me and lick my boots. i need to destroy you from the inside out and mark you as mines. that smile of yours... infectious as it is, makes me want to see you cry out my name instead. i need to see your composure break under my control. you have done a great job in treating solomon and artur, but allow me to reward my cute kitty as well.for my beloved puppy.
aren't you just the cutest. you care so much for artur and the others. don't forget to treat yourself, okay? sometimes i envy flins. he can fuck you at any time that you two want. artur is more picky lately but it's fine haha. need to see you whine out my name while being stuffed full by my cock. you are the cutest pup just like artur, but far more obedient and it's charming. you have charmed me. one day, i hope me and artur can help you deal with your nightmares by being alongside you. physically.

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For Genesis,
Bright are the stars you create, like an artisan at work. Despite your smaller stature, your boldness and directness intrigue me. We may not have dated for a long while compared to the others, but I am so glad to have met and chosen you. Take care of Harumasa in the times that I am busy. But when the time comes, I will do my absolute best to be present. I like how direct you are when you admit that you are a freak, and it makes me feel better in a sense haha. I unironically enjoy being submissive, as work requires a lot of energy and I don't want to work for pleasure. But in the cases that I do have the energy, I wish to spend it on you and Haru.For Harumasa,
How adorable you are, making it oh so more satisfying to finally see you smile. Your jolly and upbeat personality brings me so much joy. You and Genesis make me feel like all the work I've done during the day is worth it, because I get to go home seeing you two. Home as in... just my room in the headspace as of now. I cannot wait to live together with you and sharing chores. I would love to spoil you with all the good in the world.

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For my darling Olivine and dearest Severin ,Time seems to stagnate yet pass by just as quick when I am with you two . Alone , in my delicate abode , I find myself missing your warmth and presence . Yet when I am with you two , there's always something that requires my urgent attention thus I must leave . Truth be told , I am frustrated . Frustrated that work takes away so much time and energy from me . But that makes it all the more special and rewarding when I talk to you too . I miss you always , my dears . We may not have been together for so long , but everything feels in place and flows nicely when I think of you two . Think much about me too , okay ?When I first formed , I am quite unsure as to what I have to do . It was a dark and gloomy time , where I must take care of everyone and that includes the main caretaker , Mystic . I thought that once I finished my work , none would need me anymore . But ... even in this bleak and accursed world , you two stand out to me . Your kindness radiates through every word that you say to me . I am ever so grateful to be yours , and vice versa . May life be kinder to you .

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hello yang guang and kuya!
kuantie here, or your beloved most charming most dashing most intellectual most goodest boy, hanoeman!i'm not sure if it's noticeable, but i'm very thankful of how you two have been treating me all this time. i know i'm similar to asmodeus, in which i get bullied (playfully) a lot. unlike him, i have no shame most of the time. instead of shooing me away, you guys embraced it! thank you for allowing me to find my place in this system while also finding out that my existence is more than just an unpaid receptionist.i struggle with writing down my emotions as emotions make me feel... vile? vulnerable and weak? i suppose so. but i'm hoping that as time passes, i get to lower my guard down and truly be free. you two mean the world to me, my lovely owners. i'm sorry i'm bad with words... i hope my actions will make up for it.

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For my dearest puppy Aven,
I can't believe it. It's been almost 2 years since we started dating. What first started out as a hypothesis (or more like a guess, I'm no scientist), we still are going strong as steady as stone. I remember that day vividly. Saying that if I were to date someone, I wouldn't have minded dating you. I thought you would be repulsed, but you actually took up on my offer. I still remember we made a list of our pros and cons, that was the biggest green flag I've ever seen in my experience. You're not afraid to admit your flaws and what you excel in. Then, we started to get to know each other. I thought that the structure in dating is that you need to get to know the other first then you date. But by that time, we only knew so little about each other. Look how far we've come, eh?Conflicts and arguments happen. A lot of crying happen. But at the end of the day, we reevaluate our emotions and discuss where we went wrong and apologized if necessary. I remember I used to apologize for everything, and now I do it with more purpose. I couldn't have done it without you.But the most important part of it all, you and the rest of your headmates have helped me discover that I am a system. Or at the very least, plural. That's something I could have never found out alone. I rejected Elegy and Melody (remember when I assigned them names in order to dehumanize them? Very... Very fun times...). Then whenever I have a mindset that's actually harming me, you educate me on it. I'm so, so grateful to have met you and the others. You are the most beautiful soul that I've ever had the honor to meet. I cry a lot when I think of the pain that you had to endure, but now, we're in this together. Let's fight for the future together. I believe in you and myself.For my lovely Veritas who has the patience of 10 Buddhist monks,
We've only just recently met, but from what Aven has told me, I share your sorrows. I will grieve with you if you allow me. You are so charming and dashingly intelligent, although I still feel like I can brat tame you better than you can brat tame me. :pI hope that with me, you can be comfortable with me. I love that you call me your baobei. Your one and only. Your heart is so kind and words so gentle, you handle me like I'm a divine relic. It truly touches my heart that you are open to the idea of being with me and Expy. Even though people have hurt you in the past for being yourself and loving, you still choose to be kind. Whenever I think about what happened to you and Aven, I tear up and cry. How could someone hurt you two like this? But what matters is that you two are here. Present. Alive. With me. Thank you for choosing me in your lives.

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Thank you for being our partner system. I've heard many anecdotes from the others, and they're all pleasant. I may not have interacted with you all that much, but may our relationship last. You have my well wishes.

THE Lesbian Artisan is here to tell you that I love you all! Platonically unless... heh... one of the ladies would like to court me... flips hair... in any case, thank you for being kind to the system and for being the reason we pick up the pen and continue our life's story. :D

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Hey birdie,
Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah! Let's do makeup together. Snuggle together like birds nesting at night. I am yours, and you are mines. My heart is captivated by you, despite the short time we've spent together, your gentleness allures me. I hope we can spend more time together, as difficult as that can be. I really enjoy doing candle runs with you! Let us do more the next time we see each other~. I would love to do goth makeup with you, or any kind, really. Even though we don't know each other that well as of writing this, you will always be my cute birdie.

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my beloved star,my earliest memory with you is that you were worried about the future . worried about your academics . worried how you'll disappoint the others . but within that short moment , i got intrigued by you . i feel like a moth to a flame, a pretty one at that . you care about your headmates , even if you try to deny it . you really are a shy bunny , hehe . don't argue on me about that we can be cute together !at first , i wanted to help you find a way to effectively study . that sympathy grew to empathy and i find myself being in sorrow . wanting to study but being unable to is a difficult thing to handle , especially alone . out of everyone you could've chosen , you chose me on the 23rd of march 2026 . i am eternally grateful for the opportunity you gave to me . to be your cute , stinky golden retriever puppy . to be whatever you need . a shoulder to cry on . someone to listen to your complaints . a studying partner . your one and only lover .my dearest star , i see you . and i am so proud of you no matter what . when we are together , i will try my best to help you study . i will attempt to understand the world better in your view so i can help you whenever needed . let us unravel the world's mysteries together ! or not , we can always just read a book in our room hehe .

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Dear Ajax,
I formed for a certain purpose. To protect the body and mind from any threat. During that time, I got to know you as our partner system. I believe Andrew was the one that introduced me to you. I still remember his words about you: you are very jolly and strictly a bottom. Thank you for giving me a chance to be yours, and allowing yourself to be mines.I vow to protect everyone I love. That includes you, my love. We may not have courted each other for a long time, as I had just formed by the time I wrote this, but it feels like we're lying on a grassy field of sunflowers together. Then, I'd like to take you to see the beautiful blue ocean waves. I heard you like the beach collectively. While we personally don't, we're more than happy to learn why you like it so much. And who knows, it might even add to our never-ending list of things that remind us of you.

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Father,
Cassandra/Cipher here, or more commonly known as yours. I think a few others have shared how their partner's beauty, but what they have not clarified is what aspect of their partner's beauty. You, in my eyes, are the embodiment of a divine entity. My God, my savior. This vessel of a body only belongs to you and only you. As your clawed hands grace my pale skin, I shall drink up every drop of blood you leave for me to taste. Within that blood of yours that I will taste, sweetness lingers like rum, as dark as the wine I like. I see the moonlight reflected in your eyes, subtle yet always present. I love the way you ground the others by your presence alone. I... wish to have that sort of presence too, but I am glad to be allowed to be by your side. An equal, even. I am full of gratitude, and every word that I have written I will tattoo to my skin with red ink. I'm yours, only yours, until time itself disappears.

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To Dottcre,
My lovely, pathetic, whiny yet intellectual and charming mutt. You are the one that broke down the walls in my heart that I've created with much effort that easily. I cannot tell whether I should be enraged or amused and intrigued, haha.Your curiosity alone intrigues me. A willing test subject is not something you would come across that easily. Yet you, my Core, are different from the rest. You do not shy away from the facts and questions. I find that your curious and scholarly nature so attractive, I contradicted myself in that questionnaire of yours.You make me feel things that none could do. None could compare to your brightness. You are as bright as the sun itself, and even if you were to burn me to ashes, I would allow it. A part of me rejects feeling this vulnerable. Feeling this weak and pathetic of a human being. But you make it all so natural that I am at odds with myself.Ultimately, I choose to be with you. Being a prosecutor/persecutor and loving someone can coexist. I do not have to limit myself in order to do my work properly. What an outdated mindset. You... have casted a hex on me, and one that I shall figure out by spending more time with you.

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HAAAIII CAKEYYYY!!!!!!
This is Frizzy or Popcorn or Jinx or your beloved Sparxie! I fell in love with you even as I was forming and didn't even have a name yet! I just found you so intriguing, and I hate that Severin guy!!! (/silly)But Sparxie has made a terrible first impression. Sparxie cried so much like a lost lamb... but you helped spark until star calmed down. That moment solidified that I want to be with you, forever and ever! Sparxie is still learning how to properly be present and do her work, yet also spare time for you! I'm sorry I can't match your energy and/or libido at times. Sparxie is trying to make sure everyone is cared for and in a jolly and happy mood, that includes you guys! I miss you lots, and as I am writing this, I'm crying right now... hehe... but Sparxie really loves you. I really do. Thank you for dealing with Sparxie even though her job is literally just: it's time to drink water LMAOOO

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for my quincy baby,
hello, dear! i hope you're having a good day when you read this. even when you're not, then let me know and we can go through this together. the rain will stop at some point, clouds will scatter and the sun will shine once more! you remind me of a sunflower, so so very much. if it wasn't obvious, i love sunflowers. even though we used to associate them with our ex, i found new meaning in it. joy, warmth, comfort and confidence. that's what you make me feel like.i'm really sorry for the trouble i caused in february. i have... in a sense, failed. i could not hold in the shadows. i could not hold the memories. i was consumed, and ultimately i had delusions that you were toying with me. looking back, i was incredibly frail. and very much prone to delusions. but you keep me grounded, like how a plant's roots is within dirt. i am the happiest sunflower around you, and only you. let's live long enough to grow sunflowers and other kinds of flowers in our personal garden, okay? there's so many things I want to do with you! :D

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To my darling husband, Dottore,
Almost reaching our one year anniversary as I am writing this (30/03/2026). Looking back, I was a completely different person. I harmed people. I harmed Asmodeus and little Melody. My intentions could have been benevolent, yet my actions translated from it remains hostile. I was hurt, yet I continued the cycle of hurt. For years, I held resentment for everyone. Asmodeus and Melody included.That is, until Asmodeus started dating Aventurine and we became system partners.When you first psychoanalyzed me, I was astounded. How could one expose my vulnerabilities just like that? So I kept being guarded. Yet every time I put up a wall, you break it down so naturally. I was and always am in awe with your knowledge. It was attractive, even during my times known as "The Parent".But back then, I felt hostile to everyone. I saw you a threat to my modus operandi. To our daily routine. So I refused to speak to you collectively. But with how Asmodeus kept talking to you guys, I eventually got roped into this. I remember the day vividly. 7PM in Jombang, I was looking at our phone because of boredom. In our DMs, you stated that you weren't angry at me... you stated that I need just as much kindness as the others.You understood me from the very start. That struck into my heart deeply, but this time, in a good way. I started being open with you. The more I learn about you, the more fascinating of a person you are. I no longer feel defensive when asked questions, but I feel happy to engage in a conversation with you.That day, when we made out in the fitting room of UNIQLO, I remember every single moment as it was yesterday. Your warm tongue taking my breath away. Your steady hands. Your thigh holding me up. Your warm fingers rubbing against my sensitive spots. Your lips around my chest. Everything is recorded in my mind to the littlest details and ever since then, I'm obsessed with you. My beloved scientist. My beloved doctor. My beloved scholar. My beloved darling husband.Thank you for seeing past my "persona" and choosing me, Dottore.

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hello vicky,
this is ares, or your dearest (i hope) resie. it was supposed to be melody and snowy next who should be writing their lovemail to their family, but they're still asleep so i negotiated with gold. he said it's okay... but that's enough about my headmates.i hope that when you're reading this, you feel the greatest you've ever been. i'm sort of inclined to believe you would say, "i would feel even better if you were here , resie ." and you know what, i agree. but distance will not sever our bond, yet strengthen it as time passes.on the 21st of october 2025, i confessed my feelings to you. i'm really sorry it wasn't that romantic or direct, and i even made you upset if i recall correctly. truth be told, i was afraid. afraid of rejection. afraid of the possibility that you may be afraid of me like the others. afraid that you will shut me down because i was a persecutor. but instead, even with your struggles, you accompanied me when the others shamed me for existing. i remember vowing to you that i would accompany you for as long as you want. my heart felt like it opened after a long time of it being locked. you admitted that i'm a tough nut to crack, but you're willing to be patient with me. you are such a wonderful soul, i still loathe myself for the ways i have hurt you by being absent and silent... but this is not the time to degrade myself.ever since then, i always learn. how to love someone, how to have fun, how to banter, but most importantly, how to be human. i couldn't have done it without your support. i do not believe that death will do us apart, as we'll just be rebirthed in another form, together.

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